You only get what you give.

Life is coming at me like a train full of tons of bricks. I am an odd decision maker. I never quite know what I want whether I'm trying to pick out a movie, a color, something to eat, a career, or a path. I usually let others pick it and go along for the ride. When I have to pick the choices always seem strange at best. That being said, I've made a shitton of decisions that make no sense to me today. I am the most introverted/antisocial person I know and I have a SOCIAL work degree. How I ever got away with that is beyond me. How I made almost all As in my classes at GSU while hardly speaking to a soul and locking myself up in my intern's office is totally beyond me. I want to say we were all wishful thinking at best. That choice is perhaps the strangest, but not the only weird choice I've made along the way. But as timid as I can sound I am a fighter to my core. Even though I never feel totally comfortable making decisions when I do I pick something and I follow through with it. I'm going down with this ship. (Well, maybe not the Social Work ship exactly.) This means more forks are just up ahead. Honestly, I will be tagging along some of them. I'm comfortable with that because I'm comfortable with one of the craziest decisions I've made in my past and fighting to see it through. If you want to join along on the journey and be a (less annoying) cheerleader please be my guest and if you don't that is fine too. I'm pursing happiness and I don't even have a clue what that really means right now. This will get interesting.